If I'm Being Honest

Just something that came out today, first draft as always. Seems to be I'm writing a lot of lyrics lately. Coincidence? I think not.

If it all ended today

If you walked away

What could I say

Place the blame all on you

That wouldn’t be the truth

Everybody has their problems

I’ve got my share

But who really cares

It leads to nowhere

I’m just drifting along

Am I really working it out

Or just writing another song

I can’t say…..if I’m being honest

If I’m being honest…..I can’t say

How can you love me

When I’m not even

The person I want to be

How can I love you

When I’m not even

The person I want to be

Lurching forth blindly

There’s never been a plan

At least none I can understand

My heads full of ideas

But I don’t know how

To make anything of them

I don’t want to never

Bring any of them to light

Have them die by fright

I’m held back by the fear

Of losing what I have

The end result becomes the same

I don’t know what I want anymore

I don’t know what I want anymore

I don’t know what I want anymore

I don’t know how long you’ll wait

I don’t want you to hate me

Written and Published by Don Leach. May not be used without permission from the author.